congrats alex, proud of you bro, liam responded, pulling alex into some sort of frat bro hug. Touching him was like realizing all you ever wanted was right there in front of you Memorizing him was as easy as knowing all the words to your old favorite song Fighting with. liam always claimed he just wasnt ready yet but alex did not believe he would ever be ready. i know im not the best at showing my love, but that doesnt mean anything.. he swiftly moved passed henry when he opened the door, his brain moving 100 miles per hour. alex and his long term boyfriend in college. Lyrics Forsongs808 20 subscribers Subscribe 661 45K views 5 years ago Song:Unknown Show. where he made new friends, and he only got minimal amounts of homework compared to june, and he could stay up until 9 oclock watching television. when he finally got a moment alone with liam in his room, he pushed liam off of him in the middle of their kiss, and crossed his arms around himself. he might say this is what hes been looking for since tommy. but thats not true. he knew they talked about him a lot, but he usually initiated the conversations and they would just go from there. alex looked into his eyes, the joy in his eyes from before now replaced with shame. Fighting with him was like, trying to solve a crossword and realizing there's no right answer. okay? all alex could do in response was nod as he slowly lowered himself down to the floor until he was sitting. 6. henry. even when he hastily threw his body back, his eyes wide and almost scared, she still didnt seem to get the hint. missing him was dark gray all alone he couldve cried on the spot. alex sat on the burning hot plastic of the chair, his hands fidgeting with each other as sweat dripped down his forehead. Forgetting him was like trying to know somebody you've never met. Contact just as quickly as he got there, he felt himself get pulled off, falling to the ground. alex mumbled the chant of stupid, stupid, stupid as he stumbled through the doors of the brownstone. henrys eyes shot up, the happiness in them quickly replaced with worry once he saw alexs drooped frame. alex refused to believe nora really thought this. he didnt care about that right now. he didnt know. Missing him was dark gray, all alone Forgetting him was like trying to know somebody you've never met But loving him was red Loving him was red Touching him was like realizing all you ever wanted was right there in front of you Memorizing him was as easy as knowing all the words to your old favorite song im sorry. alex stood up, moved upstairs ignoring henrys shouts. it really wasnt a big deal it just kinda put me in a bad mood. left kudos on this work! 3. nora . his name was called what felt like ages ago, even though it was probably around 20 minutes, and he ached to just throw his cap up so he could leave. WE DID IT! all he got in return was a small smile from liam while being roughly placed down away from him. he was only partially aware while the principle gave a speech. no. in that moment he was sure he could feel his heart breaking. no. he was now aware of his body shaking and the tears rolling down his cheeks. nora doesn't let him talk about it. losing him was blue like i've never known she just stared at him, he could almost see the gears turning in her head. i could never ever be mad at you for that, becausei love you.. Thank You. its not that i think you dont love me, you know i would do anything for you. alex looked up through his eyelashes, his eyes wet and shiny. hi, is this seat taken? alex didnt even get a second to respond before she continued, im jordan, we have english together. he truly did not care about the girl sitting in front of him, all he really cared about was finding liam. LocalNews - Modern WordPress Theme. it hurts me and makes me feel bad that you think like that. Touching Him Was Like Realizing All You Ever Wanted Lyrics. This is the end of Touching Him Was Like Realizing All You Ever Wanted Lyrics. he immediately leapt off the stage, pushing his way through the crowds of people, taking as large of steps as he could to make it over there. Please consider turning it on! liam i know how hard it is for you- really. he let out a small cry, sounding almost like an injured puppy. he looked around briefly for liam, but instead he was greeted by a girl, he saw by the juniors days ago. but his rambling was promptly cut off and he was snapped out of his daze by the sharp tone in junes voice. the only feeling worse than lying about him and liam was the feeling of jordans lips on his in the next second. alex stayed with tommy for another full 2 months before june forced alex to break up with him after hearing one of their fights during holiday break. burning red im not mad per se, i just would have never said any of this stuff to you. in a desperate attempt to control his breathing, he fell to the ground, his body formed a small shaking ball on the ground. the argument was promptly finished with a resounding slap echoing through the house. im not the best with love either, i was raised in a loveless household. pretty much right away, every student was on their feet, rushing to find each other, or moving to find their families who were now slowly shuffling out of the bleachers, or the small few who held out hope in still finding their cap. alex had dumped so much on him at once he didnt know how to process it. its alexs and liams graduation. his love's like its not that i think you dont love me, you know i would do anything for you. alex looked up through his eyelashes, his eyes wet and shiny. he cocooned himself in his blankets, the energy of his sobs tiring him out, and carrying him off to sleep. Loving him is like trying to change your mind. But loving him was red, red, red. not one bit. why do you have to be so sensitive all the fucking time.. or as well as they could work. 2. june thats why she kissed meshe wouldnt have just- just done it? henry gave alex a look he could not read. go to sleep alex.. While we've done our best to make the core functionality of this site accessible without javascript, it will work better with it enabled. believe it or not, i dont spend all my time around you just because i feel bad for you, he mumbles, his tone suggesting in a way that he doesonly hang around alex because he feels bad for him. Losing him was blue like I'd never known. He.. What? what hes missed goes all the way back to when he was too young to even think for himself. touching him (was like realizing all you've ever wanted was right there in front of you) camrynkenobi. Touching Him Was Like Realizing All You Ever Wanted Lyrics, Oh Sanam Lyrics Tony Kakkar & Shreya Ghoshal, Is Qadar Lyrics Darshan Raval | Tulsi Kumar, Tujhe Bhoolna Toh Chaha Lyrics Jubin Nautiyal. loving him was like in all honesty, alex didnt want to do what tommy wanted from him, but he didnt want tommy to be mad at him. ill do it for you.. Memorizing him was as easy as knowing all the words to your old favorite song. he was almost sure he did. alex wished he could just get swallowed by a hole in the floor right now. what? it was uncomfortable and left an uneasy feeling in alexs stomach. i could never ever be mad at you for that, becausei love you.. okay? all alex could do in response was nod as he slowly lowered himself down to the floor until he was sitting. i love you. alex wouldnt have heard henrys voice if henry wasnt so close. he threw the door open, staring at henry who sat at their dinner table, the table all set with two plates filled with food. he wasnt sure if he was being honest. he attempted to pull alex into a hug but alex simply just pulled himself away. he met her eyes, scared and tearful, but she did not hold his gaze. forever, henry confirmed, and always., READ THIS LISTENING TO LOOK AFTER YOU - THE FRAY!!! do youEVERthink of anyone besides yourself? which was definitely way to fast. if alex didnt feel the pleasure he felt he should have in this moment, he doesnt tell anyone. "He had it bad for you forever. after that the rest of the names called went by relatively fast. you are going to stay here and you are going to talk to me. he knew they talked about him a lot, but he usually initiated the conversations and they would just go from there. trying to change your mind liam scoffed, taking a large step towards alex, you know thats not true. IM JUST FUCKED UP AND CANT DO ANYTHING RIGHT, I GET IT. instinctively, his body started to curl in on itself. Faster than the wind, passionate as sin. the moment we have all been waiting for. once he knew he was alone, his legs gave out, forcing his body to the ground. alex please. i was talking alex! where he made new friends, and he only got minimal amounts of homework compared to june, and he could stay up until 9 oclock watching television. 4. liam this was nothing new. you did not consent for it. this chapter hurt so much more because it hits close to home. he clapped so hard, and let out a small shout of approval, before locking eyes with liam, his eyes brightening all that much more. 2. june tip: katekyou "alternate universe" sort:>words, 1. ellen and oscar 2. june he couldnt tell henry. sure henry hugs him on a daily, and he holds alex when theyre sleeping, but its never like this. he was now aware of his body shaking and the tears rolling down his cheeks. continued until liam showed up and pulled jordan off him. are you single? he inwardly cringed at the question. Please consider turning it on! we arent exclusive, or dating. 2023 If you log in you can store your preference and never be asked again. im so sorry, i dont mean to make you feel bad. dont leave, please dont leave us- you cant leaveme, please.. he pushed himself up off the ground and tried to hug his mom, but he was simply just shoved at least a foot away. All Rights Reserved 2023.. Free Theme By, Touching Him Was Like Realizing All You Ever Wanted Chords, How Could We Ever Just Be Friends I Would Rather Die Than Let You Go Chords, Alapatra Chords | Sajjan Raj Vaidya | Yabesh Thapa. the night was promptly finished with june showing alex how horrible of a boyfriend tommy was. these have all been very much out of character, for the sake of the story. at june or really, in any situation. when he finally got a moment alone with liam in his room, he pushed liam off of him in the middle of their kiss, and crossed his arms around himself. you have not been a bad husband to me in any way. im sorry for being selfish, and sensitive, and im sorry, but i think you should go home, he mumbled, his tone so high it could be mistaken as a whimper. his head hurt, and all he really wanted to do was go to sleep. he couldnt pinpoint the exact emotion, but if you asked alex he would probably say tommy looked almost disgusted in him. this chapter hurt so much more because it hits close to home. i know you are going through so so much right now but do you know how hard it was- how hard it was for me to find my 17 year old brotherblack out drunk on a park bench in the rain. alex looked down at his socked feet, kicking it back and forth on junes carpet. it was uncomfortable and left an uneasy feeling in alexs stomach. henry- i thinki think we should get a divorce. alex really really did not know where these words were coming from. this character is very much based on someone from my real life, so yeah, enjoy!! now youre crying, are you serious? he let the feeling of grief overtake him until he was able to push himself up and onto his bed. his expression was empty as he stared ahead, his body curling in on itself on instinct. just before they lose it all he couldnt get the image of previous events out of his mind. "don't. don't touch me. henrys soft voice cut through the silence, what do you want love? his voice was nothing more than a whisper. alex turned away from liam, throwing his head up towards the ceiling, feeling all the tears rush down his cheeks. Please consider turning it on! alex took one look in henrys bottomless blue eyes before collapsing into the nearest chair, cries bubbling out of him. Ending so suddenly. alex has no one there for him in the aftermath. okay, we always talk about you, and its always about your problems. losing him was blue like i've never known missing him was dark gray all alone forgetting him was like trying to know somebody you've never met but loving him was red loving him was red touching him was like realizing all you've ever wanted was right there in front of you memorizing him was like easy as knowing all the words to your own favorite . once he heard the slamming of the car door, and the decrescendo of the car engine, he was sure he would never feel hurt like this again. he let out a small cry, sounding almost like an injured puppy. . she sat down across from him, a smile plastered across her face. While we've done our best to make the core functionality of this site accessible without javascript, it will work better with it enabled. Summary: . 2. june i pushed them off but i still feel gross, but its all my fault.. he couldve cried on the spot. he looked up, his gaze slowly meeting junes, watching her eyes soften around the edges. left kudos on this work! and i could see it all in my head 5. tommy before he knew it he was standing right in front of liam. tommy was tall, taller than alex, (who wasnt) with fluffy brown hair, soft brown eyes, with multiple piercings. it was a rather warm fall day, and alex had just gotten back from what felt like the longest day ever. liam always claimed he just wasnt ready yet but alex did not believe he would ever be ready. just because i get with other people sometimes doesnt mean i dont care about you. he was absolutely heartbroken. its alexs and liams graduation. it was his last first day of high school and it was so important to him. all he wanted was for it to be a good day, he would have taken a decent day at best, but all he got was horrible. 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Work Search: missing him was dark gray all alone it really wasnt a big deal it just kinda put me in a bad mood. "you were not asking for it. Touching him was like realizing.. - YouTube 0:00 / 0:08 Touching him was like realizing.. the night was promptly finished with june showing alex how horrible of a boyfriend tommy was. But I'm assuming he couldn't keep going because it's not what he really wanted. you were not asking for it. he couldnt tell henry. burning red Official lyric video by Casting Crowns performing All You've Ever Wanted (C) 2013 Provident Label Group LLC, a unit of Sony Music EntertainmentiTunes: http:/. Touching him was like realizing all you ever wanted was right there in front of you Memorizing him was as easy as knowing all the words to your old favorite song Fighting with him was like trying to solve a crossword and realizing there's no right answer Regretting him was like wishing you never found out that love could be that strong sweetheart, where is this coming from? henry urged. you cannot possibly be getting upset over this! alexs head felt hazy and he wasnt 100% sure if he answered but if he did it was something along the lines of just hold me for a little while, please.. before he knew it he was standing right in front of liam. "i know. and that brings him here, hobbling up the stairs. faster than the wind passionate henry was sure he would do anything for this man. ill come by tomorrow to pick up the rest of my bags later. when alex moved to open the door he was fully pulled back, almost landing on his butt. But loving him was red, red, red, red, red, red. do you ever think of how your actions affect other people? alex stared, dumbfounded, as june kept screaming at him. no you didnt, we can simply push them back an hour, or reschedule them to tomorrow. im not mad, i was just saying i didnt appreciate how you were flirting with that girl basically the entire night, he argued back. see, you know i love you, and i cant believe you would ever doubt me about that. it felt like venom on his tongue. i pushed them off but i still feel gross, but its all my fault.. Album: Taylor Swift Tribute Album: Greatest Hits Streamed, loving him was like once your already flying through the freefall ill do it for you.. he cocooned himself in his blankets, the energy of his sobs tiring him out, and carrying him off to sleep. alex finally gets the comfort he needs in his times of hurt. We bring you the song's Touching Him Was Like Realizing All You Ever Wanted Chords sung by Taylor Swift. im sorry. alex stood up, moved upstairs ignoring henrys shouts. but they get in a little fight. though that thought quickly fizzled out as sleep overtook him. he stuck the side of his head close to the bars on the stair railing trying to listen in. the hushed shouts were not as quiet as they thought they were. im not mad, i was just saying i didnt appreciate how you were flirting with that girl basically the entire night, he argued back. Please consider turning it on! i'm not the best with love either, i was raised in a loveless household. alex fell asleep with his hands clutching his blanket against his chest, and some lotion june had rubbed on his cheek only a few moments before, making the injury sting more than he thinks it should. Taylor Swift Tribute Album: Greatest Hits Streamed Album, Taylor Swift Tribute Album: Greatest Hits Streamed. 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